These past few days I’ve really tried to make things better. I’ve got out of bed, I’ve dragged myself out of the house, and I’ve tried my best to act as if everything is ok.
It’s not though. It hasn’t helped; I still feel awful. I’ve been particularly bad for over a month now, and it’s never lasted this long before. I usually have at least a few days in between where I feel a bit more normal, but it just isn’t happening this time.
I really, really hate waking up in the morning. I don’t want to have to deal with this any more. I just want to sleep forever.
The nights never get any easier.