I have been an awful person this week. I’ve had such a short temper and just been shooting down everyone who has tried to be nice to me. I’ve not been a nice person to be around, and I know that people are getting pissed off with me. I just can’t see the good in anything at the moment…
I just want someone who will kiss me when I’m mad and lets me cry in front of them and buys me pizza and watches scary movies with me and holds my hand real tight even if it’s sweaty and thinks I’m beautiful no matter what I look like and lets me steal their sweaters so I can sleep with their smell on my skin and who laughs at the same things I do and just never lets me go, no matter how hard I try to push them away.
I want to sit with someone at 3 am and talk. Like really talk. I want you to tell me what keeps you up at night, that dream you keep having, what certain songs make you feel like, what you think happens after death. Talk to me about your family and your dreams.
Can’t face going into uni today, but I still have to go to the library at some point to input all my data for my diss :/
I guess it was just another one of your lies when you said you would always be there for me.
Well looks like it’s just a repeat of last week. Hopefully with a different ending.